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I apologize for the lack of writing. You see, I am in a weird time in my life. I constantly find myself being meloncholly about leaving Waco and all of you, my friends. I have spent the last few days in Waco. I came down for the game, and I surprised so many people. It was awesome. I wish I could surprise everyone everytime I come into town, but that won't be possible anymore because I won't have a car. I will be leaving it in California.

I go back to Amarillo today. Now, it is time to pack and get ready for the big Pasadena, California. I am really excited about moving and starting school, but I am also scared about what all is going to happen in Pasadena. Nobody can move to an incredible place like California and be the same person when he or she leaves. I am anxious. So much change. So hard to be present with what I am doing. I think it will get better once I am settled in Cali.

You might be wondering what else is going on in my head after that last post. Well, I have been thinking about many things, but have not written about them. I read two good books while I have moved from Waco: The Brother's Karamazov by Fyodor Dostoevsky and God of the Possible by Gregory Boyd. One, a book about pain, suffering, brothers, a disfunctional family, and much more. The other, a book about Open Theism that was recommended by Carney. Some good stuff in all of those pages.

I will write something fun soon.

For all of my peeps in Waco who I saw this weekend and the past few days, I loved seeing all of you. I will carry all of you with me in my heart as I make the long drive to Pasadena. Always thinking of you. peace